Saturday, December 12, 2009

Friday, December 11, 2009

Dawning Mind


"The voice of the light remains ever so faint; images quiet as ancient constellations float across the dome of my dawning mind. They are indistinct fragments that never merge into a sensate picture. There would be a landscape I have not seen before, unfamiliar melodic echoes, whisperings in a chaos of tongues. "
-Haruki Murakami, 'Hardboiled Wonderland And The End of The World'

Thursday, December 10, 2009

vacation all I ever wanted

treehouse restaurant, new zealand

Brown Bunny


Etta James


Today it snowed and I want to bleach my hair. What do you think?

Waking Dream


"That day I carried the dream around like a full glass of water, moving gracefully so I would not lose any of it." — Miranda July (No One Belongs Here More Than You: Stories)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Unencumbered











fire damaged Deyrolle taxidermy studio

"Lightly my darling, lightly. Even when it comes to dying. Nothing ponderous, or portentious, or emphatic. No rhetoric, no tremolos, no self-conscious persona putting on its celebrated imitation of Christ or Goethe or Little Nell. And, of course, no theology, no metaphysics. Just the fact of dying and the fact of clear light.

So throw away all your baggage and go forward. There are quicksands all about you, sucking at your feet, trying to suck you down into fear and self-pity and despair. That's why you must walk so lightly. Lightly, my darling....Completely unencumbered."
-Aldous Huxley

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Haze

wangechi mutu

pig installation



arnaud loumeau



All one could do was glimpse, amid the haze and chimeras, something real ahead, just as persons endowed with an unusual persistence of diurnal cerebration are able to perceive in their deepest sleep, somewhere beyond the throes of an entangled and inept nightmare, the ordered reality of the waking hour.
- Vladimir Nabokov, Speak, Memory

Chimera

The Fool settles beneath a tree, intent on finding his spiritual self. There he stays for nine days, without eating, barely moving. People pass by him, animals, clouds, the wind, the rain, the stars, sun and moon. On the ninth day, with no conscious thought of why, he climbs a branch and dangles upside down like a child, giving up for a moment, all that he is, wants, knows or cares about. Coins fall from his pockets and as he gazes down on them - seeing them not as money but only as round bits of metal - everything suddenly changes perspective. It is as if he's hanging between the mundane world and the spiritual world, able to see both. It is a dazzling moment, dreamlike yet crystal clear. Connections he never understood before are made, mysteries are revealed.

But timeless as this moment of clarity seems, he realizes that it will not last. Very soon, he must right himself, and when he does, things will be different. He will have to act on what he's learned. For now, however, he just hangs, weightless as if underwater, observing, absorbing, seeing.